Am I slowly becoming an Atheist?
I have done so much research into so many religions, and still need to do more of course, and thought I found Wicca to be mine, but it's not really. I hardly follow any of the holidays of esbats and my alter is in complete shambles.
Perhaps it is from pure laziness, but I think structured religion of any sort isn't for me. I can feel the spirituality of the earth and plants, but I feel like I waste too much energy trying to connect. I rather focus on my art and make it my religious experience.
|by Purnima Koli|
I know there are witches out there who have no religious connection, perhaps this is the path for me, considering there is nothing invalid about perusing your art and making a soulful connection to the world, I find a special solace rather than panic in evolving my perspective on the many paths people take spiritually.
Honestly, the words, the practice, the calendar never sat well with me, but I tried and explored, however I feel hallow when I shallowly try and have decided to let my heart take me where I should be.
I will not stop posting, but the journey has changed.